Summary: Dean thinks something's wrong with his brother and he'll do anything he can to try to fix it. But he's fumbling in the dark and nothing is easy.
Side Story to Outside By the Blue, Blue Moon.
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, OMC, Sam
Genres: Angst, Pre-Series, Pre-Slash Warnings: Kink, Non-Con/Rape, Read At Your Own Risk, Sam/Male character, Underage Sex
Challenges: None
Series: Outside By the Blue, Blue Moon
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes
Word count: 3900
Penname: Mordhena Darkwynn [Contact] Real name: Meg
Member Since: 02/16/07
Website: http://mordhena.wordpress.com
Bio:
I am a forty-something mother of three.
I have been writing slash fiction since way back in the Star Trek Voyager Fandom (So not so ancient really).
My stories tend to be long on plot and short on porn, and they don't always have happy endings all tied up in pretty pink bows. Angst, baby!
I've been known by a variety of pen names: Kalita, Mordhena, QueenofMeen, Kasar, Kalem...I've chosen to use Mordhena for this fandom as I believe there is already a Kali or Kalita and I thought it best to avoid confusion.
I've only started slashing Sam/Dean since the start of Season 2 but have been seeing sub-text from the beginning.
I stopped writing Wincest actively after Season 2 and have removed a lot of my stories from this site. I am sorry if that means others don't make sense due to missing plot points, but I felt that those stories needed to be deleted.
I live in Australia with my beautiful partner in a home near the mountains.
Anything else you want to know, just ask me. :) I only bite if invited to.
Beta-reader: Yes
Membership status: Member
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Member Since: 02/16/07
Website: http://mordhena.wordpress.com
Bio:
I am a forty-something mother of three.
I have been writing slash fiction since way back in the Star Trek Voyager Fandom (So not so ancient really).
My stories tend to be long on plot and short on porn, and they don't always have happy endings all tied up in pretty pink bows. Angst, baby!
I've been known by a variety of pen names: Kalita, Mordhena, QueenofMeen, Kasar, Kalem...I've chosen to use Mordhena for this fandom as I believe there is already a Kali or Kalita and I thought it best to avoid confusion.
I've only started slashing Sam/Dean since the start of Season 2 but have been seeing sub-text from the beginning.
I stopped writing Wincest actively after Season 2 and have removed a lot of my stories from this site. I am sorry if that means others don't make sense due to missing plot points, but I felt that those stories needed to be deleted.
I live in Australia with my beautiful partner in a home near the mountains.
Anything else you want to know, just ask me. :) I only bite if invited to.
Beta-reader: Yes
Membership status: Member
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Stories
Published: 04/15/07 Updated: 04/15/07
Summary: Sam needs peace...and Dean is his refuge.
Categories: Gen Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Angst, Drama, Established Relationship Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 431
Categories: Gen Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Angst, Drama, Established Relationship Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 431
Published: 02/22/07 Updated: 02/23/07
Summary: It is Dean's birthday and he gets the best gift of all.
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Established Relationship Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Completed: No Word count: 11466
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Established Relationship Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Completed: No Word count: 11466
Published: 03/23/07 Updated: 03/24/07
Summary: Dean smiled at Sam like a cat about to eat the cream, if the cat were a lion and the cream a juicy gazelle. “Feels pretty good, doesn’t it?”
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: First Time, Pre-Series, PWP Warnings: Underage Sex
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1302
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: First Time, Pre-Series, PWP Warnings: Underage Sex
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1302
Published: 07/19/06 Updated: 07/19/06
Summary: Sam and Dean realize their feelings for each other. Unfortunately, as usual, the Winchester luck has run out and every possible obstacle blocks their way to a happy ending.
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Angst Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Completed: No Word count: 31296
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Angst Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Completed: No Word count: 31296
Published: 07/27/06 Updated: 02/20/10
Summary: The boys relax.
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Established Relationship Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 4146
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Established Relationship Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 4146
Published: 02/08/07 Updated: 02/08/07
Summary: Be careful what you wish for...
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Missouri, Sam
Genres: Angst, Humor Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Completed: Yes Word count: 5898
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Missouri, Sam
Genres: Angst, Humor Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Completed: Yes Word count: 5898
Published: 06/15/06 Updated: 04/16/07
Summary: Santa doesn't have the time to read all his letters, so he has elves to assist him. One such elf decides to help out a letter-writer - Spoilers: S1-S3
Categories: Slash Characters: Bobby, Dean, John, Other, Sam
Genres: Angst, First Time, Holiday, Humor Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: Myths And Legends...Not
Chapters: 4 Completed: Yes Word count: 11519
Categories: Slash Characters: Bobby, Dean, John, Other, Sam
Genres: Angst, First Time, Holiday, Humor Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: Myths And Legends...Not
Chapters: 4 Completed: Yes Word count: 11519
Published: 11/10/07 Updated: 11/13/07
Summary: Everybody has their dirty little secrets. Some just aren't so secret.
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, John, Sam
Genres: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Pre-Series Warnings: Child Abuse
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Completed: No Word count: 18720
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, John, Sam
Genres: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Pre-Series Warnings: Child Abuse
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Completed: No Word count: 18720
Published: 01/29/07 Updated: 03/05/07
Summary: Dean's having nightmares, horrible nightmares where they both are killed, and now - Sam and Dean are being followed.
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Other, Sam
Genres: First Time Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Completed: Yes Word count: 13503
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Other, Sam
Genres: First Time Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Completed: Yes Word count: 13503
Published: 02/21/07 Updated: 03/25/07
Summary: John knows what his sons do.
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, John, Sam
Genres: Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, Pre-Series Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2767
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, John, Sam
Genres: Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, Pre-Series Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2767
Published: 05/26/07 Updated: 05/28/07
Summary: Lord Samual Winchester is a gentleman of the 1750's English ton. He meets a charming whore called Dean, and his life becomes...complicated.
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, John, OFC, OMC, Sam
Genres: Alternate Universe, Drama, First Time, Hurt/Comfort Warnings: Child Abuse, Dean/Male character, Sam/Female character, Underage Sex
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Completed: Yes Word count: 23346
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, John, OFC, OMC, Sam
Genres: Alternate Universe, Drama, First Time, Hurt/Comfort Warnings: Child Abuse, Dean/Male character, Sam/Female character, Underage Sex
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Completed: Yes Word count: 23346
Published: 06/28/07 Updated: 11/29/07
Summary: The demon's gone and Sam's getting married...and then *his* family shows up for the wedding. This is an S2 AU, and I have altered the end of IMTOD...(*Please read the author's notes in the Prologue*)
Categories: Slash Characters: Bobby, Dean, John, Missouri, OFC, OMC, Sam
Genres: Alternate Universe, First Time, Future Fic, Humor Warnings: Sam/Female character
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Completed: Yes Word count: 21387
Categories: Slash Characters: Bobby, Dean, John, Missouri, OFC, OMC, Sam
Genres: Alternate Universe, First Time, Future Fic, Humor Warnings: Sam/Female character
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Completed: Yes Word count: 21387
Published: 04/10/07 Updated: 05/02/07
Summary: Odd Story. Random. Hope ya like it!
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, John, OFC, OMC, Sam
Genres: Angst, Drama, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Pre-Series Warnings: Underage Sex
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 8 Completed: No Word count: 24410
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, John, OFC, OMC, Sam
Genres: Angst, Drama, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Pre-Series Warnings: Underage Sex
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 8 Completed: No Word count: 24410
Published: 02/28/07 Updated: 11/04/07
Summary: Dean wakes up and has the ability to hear other peoples thoughts...is it a gift, or a curse?
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: First Time, Humor, Hurt/Comfort Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Completed: Yes Word count: 16427
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: First Time, Humor, Hurt/Comfort Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Completed: Yes Word count: 16427
Published: 03/25/07 Updated: 05/23/07
Summary: Wincest, first and foremost. Kind of AU take on things. Sam's still at Stanford, Dean never came for his help finding John, and Sam has a new man in his life. Unless a surprise visit screws things up. Summary sucks, read it for yourself! And review.
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst Warnings: Sam/Male character
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Completed: No Word count: 8560
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst Warnings: Sam/Male character
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Completed: No Word count: 8560
Published: 02/26/07 Updated: 04/01/07
Summary: What if...Sam had gotten kicked out of Stanford before he'd made it two full semesters? What would he do, where would he go, how would life be different?
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: Alternate Universe, Drama, First Time, Pre-Series Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Completed: Yes Word count: 66586
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: Alternate Universe, Drama, First Time, Pre-Series Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Completed: Yes Word count: 66586
Published: 04/24/07 Updated: 05/03/07
Summary: AU. Wincest. Could you possibly ask for more?
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: Alternate Universe Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: No Word count: 4567
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: Alternate Universe Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: No Word count: 4567
Published: 04/26/07 Updated: 04/26/07
Summary: In response to the challenge "Always and forever", Sam is turned into a vampire, and as Dean struggles to decide what to do, Sam finds that he has another hunger and it's not for blood... (WIP)
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, First Time, Hurt/Comfort Warnings: BDSM, Kink
Challenges: Always& Forever
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Completed: No Word count: 2674
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, First Time, Hurt/Comfort Warnings: BDSM, Kink
Challenges: Always& Forever
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Completed: No Word count: 2674
Published: 04/14/07 Updated: 04/14/07
Summary: It's Wincest in later chapters and filled with angst until then. Any questions? Formerly: Remember When
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Pre-Series, Pre-Slash Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Completed: No Word count: 15714
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Pre-Series, Pre-Slash Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Completed: No Word count: 15714
Published: 02/20/07 Updated: 04/03/07
Summary: Sam accidentally robs a bank - Spoilers: Skin, Nightmare, Route 666, Provenance, Dead Man's Blood, Devil's Trap, IMTOD, Simon Said (AU because I disavow the end of IMTOD) - Note: There is implied John/Bobby
Categories: Slash Characters: Bobby, Dean, John, Sam
Genres: Angst, First Time, Humor Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Completed: Yes Word count: 40308
Categories: Slash Characters: Bobby, Dean, John, Sam
Genres: Angst, First Time, Humor Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 12 Completed: Yes Word count: 40308
Published: 06/26/06 Updated: 10/04/07
Summary: An alternate outcome to "Devil's Trap" and the survivors' struggle to cope.
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, John, OFC, OMC
Genres: Angst, Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort Warnings: Character Death
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Completed: No Word count: 25146
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, John, OFC, OMC
Genres: Angst, Established Relationship, Hurt/Comfort Warnings: Character Death
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Completed: No Word count: 25146
Published: 03/22/07 Updated: 05/15/07
Summary: Sam's back from Stanford and it's about time the boys tied up a few loose ends...
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Angst, Hurt/Comfort Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Completed: No Word count: 9339
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Angst, Hurt/Comfort Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Completed: No Word count: 9339
Published: 01/08/07 Updated: 04/19/07
Summary: Another Wee!chester story. This is the day after "While Dad's Away, The Boys Will Play"
Categories: Gen Characters: Dean, John, Sam
Genres: Gen, Humor, Pre-Series, Pre-Slash Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: The Wee!chester Chronicles
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1421
Categories: Gen Characters: Dean, John, Sam
Genres: Gen, Humor, Pre-Series, Pre-Slash Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: The Wee!chester Chronicles
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1421
Published: 04/25/07 Updated: 04/25/07
Summary: A Wee!chester story of why Sam is afraid of clowns.
Categories: Gen Characters: Dean, John, Sam
Genres: Gen, Humor, Pre-Series, Pre-Slash Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: The Wee!chester Chronicles
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1207
Categories: Gen Characters: Dean, John, Sam
Genres: Gen, Humor, Pre-Series, Pre-Slash Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: The Wee!chester Chronicles
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1207
Published: 04/15/07 Updated: 04/15/07
Summary: Sam loves how Dean does things...
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Established Relationship, PWP Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 570
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Established Relationship, PWP Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 570
Published: 07/28/07 Updated: 07/28/07
Summary: "He wasn't going to let Sam know he was broken, because Sam had broken him when he left."
Songfic to Cobra Starship's 'You Can't Be Missed If You Never Go Away'.
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Angst, Pre-Series, Pre-Slash Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 735
Songfic to Cobra Starship's 'You Can't Be Missed If You Never Go Away'.
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Angst, Pre-Series, Pre-Slash Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 735
Published: 05/03/07 Updated: 05/15/07
Summary: Some calls need translation. Episode tag and SPOILERS for 3:14 "Long-Distance Call."
Categories: Gen Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Gen Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: Banter Series
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 869
Categories: Gen Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Gen Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: Banter Series
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 869
Published: 05/01/08 Updated: 05/01/08
Summary: Dean is twenty-one years old, and after losing his brother nearly seventeen years ago, Dean unexpectedly discovers Sam in a bar in Chicago...
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, John, Sam
Genres: Alternate Universe, Drama, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Pre-Series Warnings: Child Abuse, Underage Sex
Challenges: None
Series: AU Shadow!Verse
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 13218
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, John, Sam
Genres: Alternate Universe, Drama, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Pre-Series Warnings: Child Abuse, Underage Sex
Challenges: None
Series: AU Shadow!Verse
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 13218
Published: 03/26/07 Updated: 03/26/07
Summary: Sam has learned to love watching Dean flirt.
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: PWP Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2756
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: PWP Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2756
Published: 02/25/07 Updated: 02/25/07
Summary: Set before All hell breaks loose. Sam has developed some new abilities and deals with the YED in his own way. Unfortunately, not without consequences... Will Sam leave to live his own life and can Dean forgive Sam for what he's done?
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Pre-Slash Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: Betrayed Trust
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 5945
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Pre-Slash Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: Betrayed Trust
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 5945
Published: 11/07/07 Updated: 11/07/07