Penname: SPNSamFan [Contact] Real name: Tom
Member Since: 04/16/12
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Bio:
Okay, where to start. I'm a 42 year old gay man, and I'm sorry if that's a problem for anyone, but it's the truth. I suffer from episodes of severe depression, so I use writing as a way to express my personal angsts and hopes. I have written much general non-fandom fiction that no one will ever read.

I'm originally from small-town Wisconsin, but lived in New Zealand for nine years. I recently had to move back to Wisconsin to look after my elderly father after my mother unexpectedly passed away.

I have severe self-esteem issues because of the life I've led, and things I've been told in the past. For this reason, sharing my stories is very difficult for me, and that's why I crave reviews so badly.
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Membership status: Member
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Series
Summary: AU starting during AHBL. Dean meets Castiel earlier than he should have, and is given another road that will avert their destiny. The result is love and a family neither Winchester would have dared even imagine.

Not an artist, but if anyone is, I would love a banner for this particular series.


Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam, John, OMC, OFC, Missouri, Meg, Other, Bobby, Ellen, Gordon, Jo, Castiel, Adam
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, First Time, Humor Warnings: Mpreg
Challenges: None
Open: No
Stories
Apocalypse Day by SPNSamFan Rated: NC-17 [Reviews - 2]
Summary: Lucifer has risen, and the apocalypse is progressing according to plan. Well, not quite, as someone neither Heaven nor Hell could have anticipated intervenes.

Thanks to Kirallie for giving me the idea of how to get the team involved. Fans of Torchwood should understand the title.

Reviews are encouraged, even begged for.


Categories: Slash Characters: Bobby, Castiel, Dean, Ellen, Jo, Meg, OFC, OMC, Sam
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Crossover, Drama, First Time, Pre-Slash Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Completed: Yes Word count: 13123
Published: 06/16/12 Updated: 06/18/12
Coda by SPNSamFan Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 0]
Summary: Set after season 7. I won't even begin to address how the Leviathans are dealt with. Besides, there's something much bigger in the boys' future. Not slash, but deals heavily with their relationship and feelings, and if you squint, you may be able to read some slash between the lines.
Not sure if what's in here really counts as character death, but adding that warning just in case.

Reviews are welcome, even begged for.


Categories: Gen Characters: Castiel, Dean, OFC, OMC, Other, Sam
Genres: Angst, Drama, Future Fic, Gen Warnings: Character Death
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 9 Completed: Yes Word count: 30088
Published: 04/24/12 Updated: 04/28/12
Curses and Fairies by SPNSamFan Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 5]
Summary: Just a bit of light humor. The boys find themselves under a curse that's really a blessing.

Reviews are encouraged, even begged for.


Categories: Slash Characters: Bobby, Dean, Sam
Genres: First Time, Fluff, Humor, PWP Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2128
Published: 05/24/12 Updated: 05/24/12
Destiny by SPNSamFan Rated: R [Reviews - 4]
Summary: Set during Season 7. Sam is feeling tortured, and Dean is at a loss as to how to help him. Reviews are always appreciated, so please leave them, either positive or negative.
Categories: Slash Characters: Bobby, Castiel, Dean, Missouri, Sam
Genres: Angst, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Pre-Slash Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Completed: No Word count: 16557
Published: 04/16/12 Updated: 04/21/12
Summary: Sam and Dean both want the same thing. Each is convinced the other can never want it.

This is a bit angsty, as I was in bit of a depressed mood this afternoon. I wrote this to get some emotions out.

As always, reviews are most appreciated, whether positive or negative.


Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Angst, Pre-Slash Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1413
Published: 05/31/12 Updated: 05/31/12
Life Without You by SPNSamFan Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 1]
Summary: Sam realizes Dean can never give him what he wants. He tries to do the best thing for both of them, and ends up nearly destroying both of them in the process. A bit tragic, but I was feeling a little down when I wrote it.

Reviews are welcomed, even begged for.


Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Lisa, OFC, OMC, Sam
Genres: Angst, Drama, Pre-Slash Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 7160
Published: 05/02/12 Updated: 05/02/12
Summary: Sometimes a curse from an evil witch might just be a good thing.

Based on an idea from hotshow and thanks to her for the beta as well.

As always, reviews are encouraged.


Categories: Slash Characters: Bobby, Dean, OFC, Sam
Genres: Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, Humor Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Completed: No Word count: 13007
Published: 10/08/12 Updated: 10/29/12
The Devil Inside by SPNSamFan Rated: NC-17 [Reviews - 2]
Summary: Dean watches some porn after a hunt to relieve some tension. Nothing unusual there. Okay, maybe this time it is a little unusual.
The warning for Sam/Female character is for nothing graphic and is not central to the story line. Just something that was required to set things in motion
This story is a present to someone special :)

As always, reviews are appreciated, and even begged for.


Categories: Slash Characters: Bobby, Dean, John, Sam
Genres: First Time, Fluff, Humor, Pre-Series, PWP Warnings: Sam/Female character
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 4105
Published: 06/16/12 Updated: 06/16/12
Summary: Fourth story in this series. You need to read the first three for this one to make any sense.

As always, reviews are appreciated and even begged for


Categories: Slash Characters: Adam, Bobby, Castiel, Dean, Ellen, Jo, John, Missouri, OFC, OMC, Other, Sam
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Crossover, Drama, Established Relationship, Humor Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: The Life That Should Be
Chapters: 5 Completed: No Word count: 65009
Published: 10/07/12 Updated: 10/29/12
What Now Is by SPNSamFan Rated: NC-17 [Reviews - 54]
Summary: Sequel to "What Should Have Been" and "What Will Be." Need to read them first. Continuing with the lives of Sam, Dean, and their sons.

Reviews are encouraged, even begged for.


Categories: Slash Characters: Adam, Bobby, Castiel, Dean, Ellen, Jo, John, Meg, Missouri, OFC, OMC, Other, Sam
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Established Relationship, Humor Warnings: Mpreg
Challenges: None
Series: The Life That Should Be
Chapters: 74 Completed: Yes Word count: 454243
Published: 06/18/12 Updated: 10/02/12
Summary: AU starting during AHBL. What if Dean was given another option that would avert their destiny?

Reviews are encouraged, even begged for.


Categories: Slash Characters: Bobby, Castiel, Dean, Ellen, John, Sam
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, First Time Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: The Life That Should Be
Chapters: 11 Completed: Yes Word count: 31467
Published: 05/07/12 Updated: 05/24/12
What Will Be by SPNSamFan Rated: NC-17 [Reviews - 22]
Summary: Sequel to "What Should Have Been." Need to read that one first. The continuing development of the relationship between Sam and Dean as they discover their new life together

Reviews are appreciated, even begged for.


Categories: Slash Characters: Adam, Bobby, Castiel, Dean, Ellen, Gordon, Jo, John, Missouri, OFC, OMC, Other, Sam
Genres: Alternate Universe, Drama, Established Relationship, Humor Warnings: Mpreg
Challenges: None
Series: The Life That Should Be
Chapters: 24 Completed: Yes Word count: 78699
Published: 05/27/12 Updated: 06/16/12