Penname: Poetically_Pathetic [Contact] Real name: Maria
Member Since: 12/28/06
Website: http://intensely-alive.livejournal.com/profile
Bio:
Ah, the bio...not my favorite part but here goes. I absolutely love Supernatural, which is pretty much a given. Complete wincest supporter destined for that special hell, lol. I love music and that is where I get a lot of my inspiration. But I also love to write and one day hope to become a well known, published author. Until then I can live out a few dreams here! Where Wincest is a common occurence. ;)


Oh and random thing here that I just thought was awesome. This archive was created on my 18th b-day. *dances* Is that a sign or what? ^_^
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Series
Give Me A Reason by Poetically_Pathetic [Reviews - 0]
Summary: Sam needs a reason.
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Angst Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Open: No
Way Back Home by Poetically_Pathetic [Reviews - 0]
Summary: Sam's away at Stanford and Dean's out on the road. But neither of them can seem to find their home.
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Angst Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Open: No
Stories
And I See You Standing There, Wanting More From Me by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: R [Reviews - 11]
Summary: Something random from a few weeks back...
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: Angst Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Completed: No Word count: 4241
Published: 03/27/07 Updated: 03/27/07
apologies are all we'll ever be by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: R [Reviews - 4]
Summary: Sequel to 'Vestiges of Me'.
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Drama, Established Relationship Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Completed: Yes Word count: 4236
Published: 06/09/08 Updated: 07/02/08
As Long As I Can't See It In Your Eyes by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: R [Reviews - 5]
Summary: I'm terrible at summaries! Dean gives, Sammy takes...angst ensues!
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Angst Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 4926
Published: 01/10/07 Updated: 01/14/07
Beautifully Broken by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: R [Reviews - 17]
Summary: Dad's found the acceptance letter to Stanford, but Sam may not be the only one with some explaining to do.
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Drama, Established Relationship Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Completed: No Word count: 13610
Published: 03/23/08 Updated: 05/19/08
Breathing by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: R [Reviews - 5]
Summary: Wincest hintage. Angst. Music. Hot brothers. Do you seriously want more?

Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Angst, Drama, Established Relationship Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2528
Published: 02/27/07 Updated: 02/27/07
Can't Stop The Rain by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 8]
Summary: Oneshot. Angst. Not much else to say...
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: Angst Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 3501
Published: 07/21/07 Updated: 07/21/07
Cause I Breathe You, But I Hate You by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: R [Reviews - 5]
Summary: Random angsty songfic. Song included! :)
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: Angst Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 3449
Published: 04/04/07 Updated: 04/04/07
Cigarettes by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 5]
Summary: Sam's beginning to rethink his decision to go to Stanford and the way he left things with Dean.
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Angst Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: Way Back Home
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2320
Published: 12/30/06 Updated: 01/01/07
did you think about me? by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 8]
Summary: Just when things are starting to look up, someone opens their big mouth...
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Angst Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2964
Published: 10/01/07 Updated: 10/01/07
Dirty Little Secrets by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: NC-17 [Reviews - 56]
Summary: Everybody has their dirty little secrets. Some just aren't so secret.
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, John, Sam
Genres: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Pre-Series Warnings: Child Abuse
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Completed: No Word count: 18720
Published: 01/29/07 Updated: 03/05/07
Don't Put These Words Between Us by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: R [Reviews - 9]
Summary: I've agonized over this one because it feels more personal to me and it hit me hard. In the end, I had no choice but to post it.

Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: Angst Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2366
Published: 03/13/07 Updated: 03/13/07
Give Me A Reason by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: NC-17 [Reviews - 17]
Summary: All Sam wants is a reason, but that might be the the one thing Dean can't give him.
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Established Relationship Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: Give Me A Reason
Chapters: 2 Completed: Yes Word count: 4236
Published: 01/05/07 Updated: 02/26/07
Hard To Love You by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: R [Reviews - 4]
Summary: Follow up to Way Back Home.
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Angst Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: Way Back Home
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 4499
Published: 01/20/07 Updated: 01/21/07
helpless when he smiles by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: NC-17 [Reviews - 11]
Summary: A little fic about Dean and the way Sam makes him feel.
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Angst Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Completed: No Word count: 14381
Published: 01/21/08 Updated: 02/11/08
hey, remember me? I remember you-walking away. by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: PG [Reviews - 5]
Summary: Another take on Stanford. Can't help it if that's what's been on my mind!
Categories: Gen Characters: Dean, John, Sam
Genres: Pre-Series, Pre-Slash Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2207
Published: 09/26/07 Updated: 09/26/07
How Do We Deal? by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: NC-17 [Reviews - 57]
Summary: Odd Story. Random. Hope ya like it!
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, John, OFC, OMC, Sam
Genres: Angst, Drama, First Time, Hurt/Comfort, Pre-Series Warnings: Underage Sex
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 8 Completed: No Word count: 24410
Published: 02/28/07 Updated: 11/04/07
How Insincere Are Your Fingerprints? by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: NC-17 [Reviews - 4]
Summary: I think the title speaks for itself! Which is good, because I suck at summaries.
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: None Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: Give Me A Reason
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 3716
Published: 07/31/07 Updated: 07/31/07
I Need You To Know, You Can Fall Into Me by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: NC-17 [Reviews - 22]
Summary: Wincest, first and foremost. Kind of AU take on things. Sam's still at Stanford, Dean never came for his help finding John, and Sam has a new man in his life. Unless a surprise visit screws things up. Summary sucks, read it for yourself! And review.
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst Warnings: Sam/Male character
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Completed: No Word count: 8560
Published: 02/26/07 Updated: 04/01/07
I Never Had The Gift Of Holding On To You by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: R [Reviews - 11]
Summary: Set at the end of "Crossroad Blues", angst as usual.
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: None Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Completed: Yes Word count: 10889
Published: 03/12/07 Updated: 03/28/07
In Case You're Looking, That's My Heart There On My Sleeve by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: NC-17 [Reviews - 5]
Summary: What should have happened during that fateful conversation in "Croatoan". Or, at least, part of what should have happened. ;)
Categories: Slash Characters: Sam
Genres: Angst Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: No Word count: 5563
Published: 02/25/07 Updated: 02/25/07
it's getting cold in here, baby by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: NC-17 [Reviews - 7]
Summary: How far will Dean go to make sure Sam takes Stanford up on their offer?
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: Angst Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Completed: Yes Word count: 11892
Published: 11/23/07 Updated: 01/03/08
Just Forget Me, It's That Simple by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: R [Reviews - 6]
Summary: Can't Stop The Rain follow up.
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: None Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 5214
Published: 09/06/07 Updated: 09/06/07
Just Say You Understand (I Never Had This Planned) by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: R [Reviews - 8]
Summary: This one is all about forced confessions. Previously: I'm Not Sure I Believe Anything I Feel
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: None Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: No Word count: 4465
Published: 03/13/07 Updated: 03/13/07
Leave It Up To Me (To Burden You Again) by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: NC-17 [Reviews - 9]
Summary: It's set during Playthings where Sam asks Dean for the impossible.
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Pre-Slash Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: No Word count: 2413
Published: 02/20/07 Updated: 02/21/07
Lessons of the Heart by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: NC-17 [Reviews - 11]
Summary: AU. Wincest. Could you possibly ask for more?
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: Alternate Universe Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: No Word count: 4567
Published: 04/26/07 Updated: 04/26/07
Like Whoa by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: R [Reviews - 12]
Summary: A different kind of spin on Sam's first time back on the job.
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: None Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Completed: Yes Word count: 5601
Published: 09/17/07 Updated: 09/20/07
maybe when your eyes get wide by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: NC-17 [Reviews - 61]
Summary: John's tired of Dean disobeying him, so when Dean finally crosses the line, he winds up in California with family he never knew he had. Not Wincest, but still incest? AU.
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: Alternate Universe Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Completed: No Word count: 34399
Published: 07/29/08 Updated: 10/22/08
My Heart Beats For You by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: R [Reviews - 6]
Summary: Sam and Dean come to some startling realizations...with some help of course! Somewhat AU?
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, OFC, Sam
Genres: Alternate Universe, Pre-Series Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: No Word count: 3651
Published: 06/25/07 Updated: 06/25/07
Note to Self: I Miss You Terribly by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: NC-17 [Reviews - 10]
Summary: It's Wincest in later chapters and filled with angst until then. Any questions? Formerly: Remember When
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Pre-Series, Pre-Slash Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Completed: No Word count: 15714
Published: 02/20/07 Updated: 04/03/07
Oh, Did I Mention When I See You It Stings Like Hell? by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: R [Reviews - 8]
Summary: Random. Angsty. End of summary.
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Angst Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 2523
Published: 02/28/07 Updated: 02/28/07
shadows lost in the light by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 1]
Summary: A little drabble about the aftermath of Sam's decision.
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Drabble Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 707
Published: 08/04/08 Updated: 08/04/08
shaken by the violence of existing for only you by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: NC-17 [Reviews - 2]
Summary: Dean's reflection on things from 'What Is and What Never Should Be'.
Categories: Gen Characters: None
Genres: None Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: No Word count: 900
Published: 08/03/08 Updated: 08/03/08
Sweet, Sweet, Baby (Maybe You Should Stay With Me) by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: R [Reviews - 3]
Summary: Maybe Sam's music isn't total crap.
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Angst Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 4421
Published: 09/23/07 Updated: 09/23/07
Take Me Back by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: NC-17 [Reviews - 24]
Summary: Sam's back from Stanford and it's about time the boys tied up a few loose ends...
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Angst, Hurt/Comfort Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Completed: No Word count: 9339
Published: 01/08/07 Updated: 04/19/07
The Lights Are Off, And I'm Lost Again by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: PG [Reviews - 39]
Summary: It's wincest, it's angsty, and it's love. Other then that, I really, really suck at summaries. Sorry!
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Jessica, Sam
Genres: Angst Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Completed: Yes Word count: 18166
Published: 02/01/07 Updated: 07/10/07
the truth of it is, i want to be like you by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 8]
Summary: Maybe Sam's not the only one that's always wanted something more...


Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: None Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Completed: Yes Word count: 6676
Published: 08/06/07 Updated: 08/15/07
Tonight I'm Getting Ripped Wide Open by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 5]
Summary: Oneshot on Sam and his thoughts about Stanford.
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, John, Sam
Genres: Angst Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 6565
Published: 11/11/07 Updated: 11/11/07
Touch by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 9]
Summary: Some things you can't know, can't understand, without touch.
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: Angst Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Completed: No Word count: 6693
Published: 01/04/07 Updated: 04/02/07
Vestiges of Me by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 3]
Summary: Dean's dealing with the fallout of Sam's leaving for Stanford. Oneshot.
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: None Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 4740
Published: 07/18/07 Updated: 07/18/07
Way Back Home by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 5]
Summary: Sequel to Cigarettes.
Categories: Slash Characters: Sam
Genres: Angst Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: Way Back Home
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 1559
Published: 01/18/07 Updated: 01/18/07
Way Back Home Pt. 2 by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: R [Reviews - 10]
Summary: Follow up to Hard To Love You and the final in the series.
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Angst Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: Way Back Home
Chapters: 2 Completed: Yes Word count: 5521
Published: 01/27/07 Updated: 03/08/07
what could you possibly? by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: PG-13 [Reviews - 8]
Summary: Series of drabbles, I guess?
Categories: Slash Characters: None
Genres: None Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 4346
Published: 08/17/07 Updated: 08/17/07
Why Didn't You Come Back To Me? by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: NC-17 [Reviews - 30]
Summary: Wincest warning. Several misunderstandings, and much brotherly love. Eventually. Other then that, you're on your own for a summary. ORIGINALLY: I Never Needed Anything, Anything But This Tonight , I Needed You To Tell Me What Was Wrong
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, John, Sam
Genres: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Pre-Series Warnings: Underage Sex
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Completed: No Word count: 13558
Published: 02/26/07 Updated: 03/31/08
your everything is everything but enough, so for old time's sake let's be nothing at all by Poetically_Pathetic Rated: NC-17 [Reviews - 6]
Summary: Sam's more than a little tired of the way things are between him and his brother. The question is, can he really put an end to things?
Categories: Slash Characters: Dean, Sam
Genres: Angst Warnings: None
Challenges: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Completed: Yes Word count: 4111
Published: 09/05/08 Updated: 09/05/08